How long do I have to endure this constant state of internal torment?
I feel my body and mind tearing themselves to pieces.
My desire for rest is acutely felt, but my mind refuses to release me to it.
I feel that life is passing me by and I am but a bystander, watching it all flit away before my very eyes.
I can’t bring myself to get out of bed in the mornings and face all that which feels immeasurably meaningless.
I constantly wonder if anyone else feels this way. Maybe everyone does. And if they do, what is the secret that they possess that allows them to overcome these feelings?
I wish there were someone who could understand what I’m going through and help me through it.
But maybe that person doesn’t exist.
Maybe it’s just me.